Weekends are for the worriors

Here are the pictures from the weekend!

this is Zach (=


Blanche's aunt Nancy, her daughter Sharie, and me
they say hi to my madre



Blanche got us matching earrings

soo true

Hippity hop

I tried to upload my video earlier, but my spanish teacher caught me not paying attention. HAHA
Here it is though!

Thanks to my classmate Brian!!


Other than my hip hop class, I have finals on Friday, and then I am DONE! Charm and harry moved, and I have been pretty much living at Blanches. We had an awesome time on Friday, Blanche's aunt Nancy had been in town throug the week, and decided to leave on Saturday. We had a huge barbeque and played kings cup and pong. I don't remember the last time I laughed as hard as I did that night. I am headed to Kotzebue on Saturday morning to catch graduation, and to start working. I am really excited...mostly. I miss softball and making money, but I am really going to miss Anchorage this summer, among other things (= I will put pictures up in a different blog. It's being slowww

hello 1980's

My hip hop dance final was today! It was so exciting. I got all dressed up in 80's gear, and then headed to my final. We preformed dead LAST, so i had plenty of time to be nervous, and whatnot. The preformance itself ended up being very good. It was a lot better than last year, when I messed up in my modern final. As soon as I can, I will post the video, but I can't figure out how to get it off the program on my computer.

Dean said "that's so Pat Benitar" (spelling?)

feeling better.

I went to kotzebue on Tuesday morning, and came back on Wednesday. The trip was AWESOME, it was so nice to be in Kotzebue. I can't wait till I go home for the summer now. Except for the fact that there's so much damn snow. I had a MAJOR sinus headache when I left Kotzebue, and when I got to Anchorage, I went straight to bed and started watching Gillmore Girls. I went to sleep at about 10:00 pm and didn't get up until about 5:00 pm the next day, I still felt like crap though. THEN Jessa called me, and told me that she was coming into Anchorage this weekend. So I went straight to bed, and slept for another 14 hours hoping that I would feel better. I do feel a lot better now, my nose is just runny, and annoying, and I cough once in a while. I am super super excited to see jessa this weekend! even though her boyfriend is coming with her, which may change a lot. the dang time isn't going by nearly fast enough. I have cleaned my room, made myself dinner, curled my hair, put make-up on, and watched about 4 episodes of Gillmore Girls, which is my new addiction. I started watching it like 2 weeks ago, and I am on season three (=
ohh almost forgot, latley, everytime I go downstairs and see Aiden, he cries when I try to leave him. I don't know what changed him.. he started this after I came back from my two day trip to kotzebue. makes me wonder how he's gonna be when I leave for the summer. I'm really gonna miss him. Anyway, I am off... to find something to waste my time. until jessa gets here. I'll post pictures from this weekend on Sunday or Monday

Kotzebue Tomorrow (=

I'm headed to the Elmendorf Air Force base in less than 14 hours! yay
Saima will be in Anchorage tonight, and she will drop me off at the gate at 8:00 a.m. Saima has appointments tomorrow here in Anchorage and I will be backWednesday night. I still haven't decided on what I will say to all my old high school buddies. I have to 'motivate' them to further their education to get better jobs, and yadda yadda. Besides Kotzebue, I am excited about our dance final! It's coming togeather, and the more we add on, the funner it becomes to preform. We are close to done with it, Leslie said we may finish it by Wednesday. She wants to preform it outside without the music, and I am hoping that we decide to do that, becuase that would be super fun! Since I wont be in class on Wednesday, I hope that she doesn't decide to go outside as SOON as it gets done. I think there was a misunderstanding between my math teacher and I, because she told me that I needed to do THREE quizzes or tests before last Saturday at midnight. So, I had already done two, and I did one more on Saturday afternoon. I got an e-mail today saying that she withdrawled me from the class. Thats frustrating, so I am going to e-mail her and ask why, and see if there are any other options. I am frustrated by this, because if I really am withdrawled from the class, I will have to pay for the rest of college on my own. Which wont be TOO bad if I stay in Anchorage, and only go to school for four years. So this sort of ruins my plans to attend another college at this point. Eventually, I am sure it will all work out, and there is no way that I am going to stop going to college. Even though I keep hitting stupid little bumps, that might ruin many other people. This summer I might be able to save enough money for next semester, but I will have to get a job here in Anchorage when I come back, which is what I planned on doing this semester, but that didn't happen, due to some roommate and baby issues. Hopefully I can either find some non-physco roommates, or live in the dorm. I am kind of at a standstill with my living arrangements for now. Maybe if Jessa comes to school next semester, we can share a SMALL apartment.. I miss her! She called me today, and said that she wanted to come to Anchorage this weekend, and I am super excited about that, even though it's just a maybe right now. I am always happier when she's around.

I just figured out how I can put my music video on this, but I am at school right now, and I don't want to save the video to this computer, so I will do it when I get home. I will also post pictures from the weekend up.
Remember, what goes around comes around. Hopefully very good things start happening soon (=

Lonely Easter

First of all, Happy Easter (=

I miss my family a lot more than normal today.

Everyone is out celebrating Easter with their family, and I am sitting at home waiting for Charm's cousin Devon to come over so we can change my cars tires. (one popped lastnight when I was driving home) I guess it's not so bad, I could be working, like Charm. I am going to dinner at Blanche's later on, but Easter is just not the same when i don't get to color eggs, or hide them, or wake up to a basket full of surprises from the 'easter bunny' I also miss eating easter breakfast at my mom's, I haven't had decent pancakes since christmas! The village inn and gwennies pancakes just don't compare to homecooked sourdough pancakes made with none-other than LOVE. I am super excited about going home on Tuesday (= even though I will only be there overnight, it's going to be nice to see my family before I come back to Anchorage for my dreaded FINALS. That reminds me, I should probably study.... yikes, the end of the semester is coming up a lot quicker than I thought! I am getting more and more excited for summer. I am definatley excited for softball!! and making some dang money, I should have my job back at the hosptial... which is good, it's a good job for someone like me. I'm off to change my tires and come up with a cute easter hair style, so I feel a little in the spirit of this holiday.

Picture Tuesday

we had lost our false teeth


Heather and I played with the camera on her computer for like a half hour, when the ONLY reason why we even went to her house was so that she could use the bathroom. She forgot all about going to the bathroom and we did this instead



I was wearing a dress, to watch Annie the musical! I loooved it




Saima's dog Minnie Girl and I
she's shy to most, but she loves me!



"sorry fella's, time to sign autographs, we have none"


I need a hippie name, any ideas?


this is what happens when 4 chicks drink girly drinks and don't think about guys all night

just another manic monday

Wish it was Sunday.

Mondays are always the longest for me. Today especially, because my sister called at 8:39 this morning. She was calling to ask if I wanted to go home for a couple days next week, which is a good thing, BUT I never get up before about 9:30 on Mondays and Wednesdays. After I got off the phone with her, Stefanie Armstrong called from Nana to officially ask if I were willing to head up to Kotzebue for the career fair. Of course I agreed. After I got off the phone, I could not sleep, so I straitened my hair, which only lasted about 10 minutes, and then decided to force myself to try and fall back asleep. I did, and when I got back up at 9:30, I was even more tired than before. I got up anyway and headed to Hip Hop. In my hip hop class, I had to be WIDE awake, and pay close attention, since I was sick last Wednesday, and the other students had gone farther in our final dance routine. It was very hard for me to pay attention and try to learn what the other students already knew. After hip hop, I went to the LRC to get ready for Spanish class, which I missed a test for last week, because of the stupid sickness. I met with our teacher before class and figured out how to make everything I missed up. I knew that today would be long, but I didn't realize how bad it was to procrastinate until till now. In my Enligsh class, we are writing Rhetorical Analysis' which are worth 20% of our final grade...thats more than the FINAL EXAM. Today, we had to peer review each others rough draft, which ment I had to have a 3-5 page rough draft ready before my English class at 5:30. As soon as I got out of Spanish I knew that I would have to bust my butt to get done with this assigment, but since I was so tired from waking up extra early, I decided to take a nap first (= I slept from about 2:30-3:30 and then got up and proceeded to work on my essay. I finished the essay in time, but it is no where near worth 200 points. Now I am in class working with comma splices and it's nice and annoying. I don't get out of this darn English class until 8:15 pm. I am definatley going home and laying in bed for the rest of the night. Maybe I will finish the second season of Gillmore Girls that I recently got addicted to and maybe I will keep reading Eclipse, which I FINALLY got!!! yay.


Other than all my school stuff, I am doing okay. I have recently realized that I HATE strippers and thier drug dealer boyfriends. I would not advise anyone to become friends with people like that. They do not care about ANYONE except themselves, and even then, they do not care about themselves very much. I also decided that I am going back to Kotzebue this summer to work and live with my madre. yay me. I hate to admit that I miss Kotzebue a little. I am excited for softball season (= I also miss Onni, and my neices and nephew. I guess summer time in Kotzebue is not too bad, and I will save money by not having to pay rent. I have also applied for college at the University of Portland, and Eastern Oregon University. I also decided that I will apply for a couple of other places, so I will possibly have diffrent options. SOOO keep your fingers crossed that I get into a new college!! I will put some pictures up of me and Minnie Girl, my sisters puppy and a couple of other randoms eventually. LIKE the pictures that me Megan, Mare, and Merie took lastnight while drinking my new favorite, strawberry wine. We made a music video to "poker face" and if I can, I will put it up as well.